Thursday, December 3, 2009

Sick

Ugh....I'm not going to lie I feel sick to my stomach right now. The snow is coming down pretty good and I am so nervous to drive in it. I thought maybe I was over it, but it is coming back now that the snow has arrived. My accident was almost 11 months ago, but no matter what I do I cannot stop the slight panic attacks, the nerves, the complete sickness in the pit of my stomach when I see the snow fly and know I have to drive in it. It is even worse when I have to have Lauren in the car with me.

Today, looks just like it did on January 10, 2009. I cannot get the images out of my head. I am on the verge of tears and I feel ridiculous. When will it get better? Will it get better?

**deep breaths, I can do this**

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